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Just some personal thoughts about the Venomous Cell Tour which I got from my father for fulfilling his condition. Two months I went without sleep for this baby and I am over the moon about it ^_^

Finally I watched Venomous Cell Live today. I wasn’t planning on watching it today though. I was like trying to assemble my PC all morning. But unfortunately, I didn’t know how to tighten screws on the LCD monitor’s stand. Pretty stupid coz my brother mocked at me for trying to fit the screws while placing the stand in the wrong direction LOL. Me and my brain. Anyway, my parents and my brother weren’t home in the morning as it was my brother’s first day in a new college and my parents wanted to be there with him. I was invited too but I refused.

So after fiddling with the screws for nearly an hour, I gave up and went to cook some breakfast for myself. I was staring at the TV box and thinking whether I should watch Venomous Cell but then the speakers of my home theater wasn’t fully installed as you know new house and all. But still it was a perfect opportunity, no pests at home LOL. So I picked up my DVD and started watching it.

I wasn’t even looking at the food I was eating as I couldn’t peel my eyes of the screen.

Well Ruki was so kawaii. He looked so uke with his glittering overcoat and gloves and that hair duo of his, WOW. I loved him sitting on the railings, spitting water from time to time. And his voice, as beautiful as always.

Then Uruha. Uruha was a sexy dynamite in his black skirt during the first part and a man bride (Stealing the term from veroxion) during the encore. I absolutely loved his hair even though I miss him being blond, but still Uru was hot. I absolutely loved his guitar wails. You know the wails during 13 Stairs –[1] and Discharge. Is it weird if I tell that I was fucking aroused?

Then Aoi. Oh, Aoi, Aoi, Aoi. I don’t think I will ever stop calling you hot, sexy, beautiful, magnificent even when blood runs out of my mouth. I think I will never stop loving this man ever. Each day my love for him only increases ten fold. I mean people I watch his picture before going to sleep and waking up. I know weird. Well that’s the extent of my love for him. He was there playing his guitar like a wild cat, shaking his hips and smiling his beautiful smile. I love him absolutely everything. And I was so proud when his guitar part was what which inaugurated the live (You know he starts playing first in VENOMOUS SPIDER’S WEB). And his clothes, oh God! I loved it. Especially the red skirt which was a major nose bleed. I guess he couldn’t allow Uru alone to wear a skirt talk about competitive LOL. But what I really missed was Aoi’s beautiful backing vocals. He did a lot of vocals in DIM SCENE LIVE, but sadly in Venomous Cell there was almost nothing of his vocals making me wonder if he had a cold or something. But I did get to hear him talk in the backstage so well okay a little comfort  there. And one more thing, Aoi seemed to stick his tongue out a lot, yes the very tongue which made me fall in love with him in the first place. But you know I rather he had his tongue stuck down Uru’s throat LOL ^_^

Reita. Reita was a violent ball of energy throughout the entire live. Of course Rei’s backing vocals are as good as always. Man, the guy has some powerful voice really. But he is so playful with his bass which made me like AW, Reita. And yes, I loved his hair too.  And of course his bass part in the Ride with the Rockers was OMG.

And finally, Kai. Who wouldn’t love Dimple-Sama. He was so cute flashing his dimples from time to time. And his drums were just as perfect as ever. He did wear glasses during the encore but he chose to loose it as soon as Ride with the Rockers was over. Wonder why.

So overall about the tour, I was happy as well as angry.

Happy, because the live was excellent. The visual effects were great. The band members were perfection as they performed flawlessly with elegant grace. The audience were really good. Actually the GazettE are really lucky as they have earned themselves some really good fans. The fans didn’t hold back at all on the head banging and when Ruki kept asking もっと (more) from the audience they gave it to him without hesitation. Such audience is a gift because the other day when I went to a performance, the guy even though he was famous had to practically beg to the audience to applaud and they still refused.

Angry, because first the live was too short. I mean the encore was just a few songs. And also why the hell did they have to remove Kantou? Kantou Dogeza Kumiai is one of my most favorite GazettE lives but they had to remove something as epic as that. And then Ride with the Rockers, why was Aoi and Uruha’s guitar part so short? I mean it felt like it had just started and the next moment before I knew it, it was already over. And same goes to Discharge too, I remember in the other lives that Discharge used to be really really long. And I really missed Ruder, Hyena, Miseinen Uncertain Sense and Break Me. I really wanted to see Uncertain Sense but again disappointment.

So overall even though I loved DIM SCENE and NAMELESS LIBERTY SIX GUNS more, I still loved Venomous Cell Tour too. They don’t seem to be into fan service anymore, I mean there was just one Aoiha moment (which I absolutely loved and was it my imagination or did Aoi tap real close to his crotch while standing next to Uru LOL) and some Reituki moments. And also there was this cute Aoi and Reita moment where Aoi leaves Uruha in the raised podium after playing together in Akai One Piece and he playfully blocks Reita who was running back to the stage LOL. Wonder whether they feel they don’t have to do it anymore as they already are the fever of the nation or maybe they edited it.

And well I was dancing throughout the entire DVD LOL. Normally if my mother was there I would have to keep real still since she yells at me if do anything like even shaking my head to the music which is really unfair. But since no one was home I head banged, danced in the couch, blew kisses and cried. Yes I cried, for Untitled alone. Funny, I have never cried for a GazettE live before, even when I saw Aoi crying his eyes out in Tokyo Dome. But when I saw Untitled, I remembered every shit that happened to me in my life, like how I made the mistake of being born, especially being born in India. How I lost my vision in my right eye due to an accident and even now sporting a squint on the right eye which makes me absolutely hate taking pics of myself. How I had to leave my childhood friends behind due to my father’s transfer. How I got bullied in school due to my color. How I lost the ability to trust or make friends. How I ruined my life by taking up Engineering. How I am still not allowed to pursue my dream as my father refused to let me continue learning Japanese. How I will be forced into an arranged marriage in another year. Shit piled over one by one. But by the end of the song I stopped crying as I could feel the song assuring me that there will be hope for me in the future. So let’s see what I have in store.

This DVD will really be precious to me forever as this is my very first merchandise of the GazettE. It really was troublesome to take the DVD out of the case as I was afraid it would break LOL. And OMG I even got a photo booklet Hurray!!! Hope to get more GazettE Merchandise in the future ^^

-Scarlet

P.S: This is the last time I will whine. After this I promise never to whine, rant or cry again. I feel so bad for childishly posting my troubles in LJ . Forgive me m(_ _)m