Genre: AU/Romance/ Angst/ Supernatural
Warnings: Language, Gore, Sex, Blood Fetish, Smut
Pairings: Yuu/Kouyou for now
Bands: the GazettE, 12012, D'espairs Ray, SCREW, Versailles-Philharmonic Quintet
Characters: Kouyou, Yuu, Takanori, Yutaka, Kamijo, Hizaki, Kazuki, To-ru, Teru, Tsukasa for now
Synopsis: For Takashima Kouyou who has been forced into studying something he doesn't want to, life is worth not living.
As days pass he does everything to destroy himself until he meets Shiroyama Yuu. Will Yuu free Kouyou from his miserable life or will only put an end to it.
Thanks to my beta, a complete sweet heart. She is an amazing person as well as the best friend I could ever ask for.
This chapter is dedicated to the lovely mittilla I blame her for all the porn I write. LOL just kidding. She is an absolute darling who read all the chapters in a single day just coz I asked her to ^_^
And also an important person I shouldn't fail to mention about. My cute sister Poorvisha who has been teaching me to play the guitar. She patiently teaches me even though I make hundreds of mistakes. Thank you darling as this chapter would have been impossible without you.
Previous: CHAPTER 11
I remained silent for a while as I drank in all the new found information about Yuu that Yutaka had provided me with. Throughout the entire time during which Yutaka had relayed about his past, I had felt a conflict of emotions arise within me that ranged between happiness to despair. There were so many questions that had cropped up during the entire monologue, so many doubts and emotions, as I felt insecure about my own relationship which I shared with Yuu. As the Vampire Elder talked lovingly about Yuu, blinding devotion emitting radiantly out of his tone, I could feel the slight jealousy within me being triggered, the reason being that Yutaka had known Yuu for centuries, molding and training him for what he was now. Inwardly I cursed myself for being a child, jealously competing for a precious toy which had to be mine no matter what.
Slapping myself in the mind, I smothered the jealousy which had cropped itself out of nowhere.
“How did Yuu know about your secret?” I asked trying my best to keep my expression straight.
“Unfortunately, I don’t know the answer myself”, Yutaka sighed. “I have even lost count of the number of times I’ve forced him to give an answer. He is too stubborn.”
“Tell me about it”, I rolled my eyes. “But from what you told me, you wanted to have Yuu by your side, right? Not that I am complaining but how come he is here now miles away from you?”
“Ah well, at first he did remain by my side since I was his Creator”, he affirmed looking a bit troubled. “In the beginning when I had brought to him Europe, many of the Full growns were against my decision for naming him my Successor. But Yuu proved himself to be an important asset to the Vampire kind with his clever strategies that brought the clan wars to an end and the rogue clans almost annihilated. He also made some important inventions which the vampires can’t live with out, one of them being the ability to walk in the sun.”
He paused for a while before letting his head fall backwards on his shoulders as he stared at the darkening sky.
“Soon it started feeling like he was being with me since he felt he had no choice”, he said. “I could always feel his distress through the bond I shared with him even though he always maintained a neutral expression around me. I guess he must have felt like he was being chained after all the freedom he had had as a mortal. So I chose to let him walk free as I didn’t want to follow the same course of action which my own Creator had inflicted upon me.”
“Yutaka san, you love Yuu don’t you?”
Yutaka gave me a long look of surprise before breaking into peals of laughter.
“You are sharp, Kou chan”, he chortled. “Yes I loved him. Maybe from the very first day he saved my life. I guess that was the reason why I stubbornly followed him even when he was so hostile towards me.”
I could feel the heat flushing my cheeks as his pale face broke into a wide grin. I immediately turned my eyes away and left it glued to the ground. Jealousy, I felt it again.
“When he had been a Newborn, unlike fellow Newborns he had tried his best to keep in control in order not to rely unnecessarily on others. But sometimes when it became too much for him to handle he went on violent rampages much worse than what a normal Newborn was capable of. I was just a Neophyte myself at that time so the only weapon through which I could maintain control over him was sex.”
“What?” I gasped out loud. That really wasn’t something I was expecting him to say. “You and Yuu used to sleep with each other?”
This time I could actually feel the anger as I imagined Yuu and Yutaka together.
“Yes”, he giggled, the look on his face screamed out loud that he could sense my jealousy. “A vampire has always found both blood and sex irresistible. And like I told you sex was the only way through which I could control Yuu. You can relax Kou chan. Yuu, after he grew out of the Newborn phase he never touched me again.”
“Do you still love him?” I asked cocking up an eye brow suspiciously.
“Yes I do”, he smiled. “But like a brother, maybe even a son. Besides there is no requirement for me to hold on to an unrequited love as I have someone whom I am madly in love with.”
“Yes”, he grinned sheepishly. “I am entering a connubial bond with my fiancé, soon. I actually came over to invite Yuu in person. But then I couldn’t resist meeting up with you first and I am glad I did, Kou chan.”
Before I could so much as open my mouth, an angry roar echoed off the entire parking lot. The next moment, I found myself yanked to the far corner of the parking lot, meters away from where I had been sitting with Yutaka. Yuu possessively blocked me behind his body growling like an angry animal.
“What are you doing here, Kai?” Yuu snarled. “How dare you corner Kouyou in my absence?”
“Come on Aoi”, Yutaka drawled. “Don’t be so stingy.”
“Fuck you”, Yuu breathed menacingly. “He is mine.”
“Yuu, calm down”, I tried placating him. “Yutaka san and I were only talking. He didn’t attack me or anything.”
Before Yuu could open his mouth in order to a spit retort, Yutaka had materialized in front of us in a flash. He grabbed Yuu’s face between his palms and kissed him full on the lips. I stared in silent horror with a pang of jealousy as Yutaka acted out what I had never been able to do in my wildest dreams. Yuu forcefully pushed his Creator away from him. He raised a clenched fist towards Yutaka readying to punch him, but the latter was already far out of reach from the line of attack.
“That’s your punishment for talking to your Master like that”, Yutaka grinned sarcastically.
“Kou chan, you too are invited to my Connubial Union”, Yutaka smiled flashing his dimples. “And Aoi you better don’t stand up on me as you are the best man.”
“Like fuck, I will be”, Yuu sneered.
“If you don’t then goodbye to freedom”, Yutaka playfully threatened before waving goodbye.
“Shall I drop you off at home, baby”, Yuu asked from the driver’s seat of his black Porsche.
“I waited for you for hours so that you could take me out not home”, I alleged not bothering to hide my annoyance.
“I don’t know where to take you anymore”, Yuu announced morbidly. “I am just not in the mood anymore thanks to that bastard Kai.”
“Fine take me to your place”, I said. I wasn’t willing to let Yuu get away this time especially after the distressing display Yutaka had put up.
“My place?” Yuu questioned suspiciously.
“I just want to go there that’s all”, I tried looking disinterested.
“Anything you want, beautiful”, he gave a tiny smile.
“Yuu, can I ask you something?”
“Yutaka san told me something about the relationship between mortals and immortals being forbidden?” I asked in a tiny voice. “Is it true?”
“It was before”, he smiled at my insecurity. “But Kai, the corrupted Elder made sure to change the rule due to the illegal relationship he had shared with me when I had been a mortal myself. In the end he won even though there was a lot of opposition.”
“Wow, I never thought he was someone who got his way no matter what”, I grinned.
“That’s why he is a Vampire Elder, beautiful.”
“Anyway, why did Yutaka san call you Aoi?”
“It is like a vampire birth name”, he answered slightly annoyed. “When a vampire administers the change on a mortal, the first act is to name the Newborn which marks the beginning of the mortal’s life as a vampire.”
“But why Aoi?” I asked being unable to hold back my curiosity. “It sounds like a girl’s name.”
“Kai”, Yuu frowned. “He gave me that damn name on purpose. He said that before he had changed me, I lay in a field of hollyhock flowers bleeding to death.”
“Aoi is cute”, I laughed. “That name makes you all cute and cuddly.”
“Cute?” Yuu sneered baring his teeth menacingly. “Say that again and I am going to punish you.”
“Relax”, I said raising my hands in surrender. “For some reason I don’t feel like calling you that.”
“That’s because you are a human”, Yuu articulated turning his eyes back to the road. “Everything concerning vampires, including the name given by the Creator is bound by ancestral magic. Humans just can’t barge into our barriers.”
“Okay, if I were a vampire what would you name me?” I asked unable to contain my excitement.
“I doubt you will ever be one, baby”, he chortled.
“You are a bad sport”, I pouted. “Can’t you fucking play a bit.”
Yuu sniggered once again before pulling over at the basement of a stylish block of apartments. Yuu interlaced his fingers with mine as he pulled me with him to the fancy elevator. On reaching the tenth floor, he guided me to the far end of the corridor while our fingers still remained entwined. When the two of us approached the single polished, ebony black door in the entire corridor, Yuu pulled out a tiny, steel key from one of the pockets of his black jacket.
“Wow”, I exclaimed in astonishment when Yuu flicked on the lights flooding the entire room in fluorescent light.
The penthouse was an extremely lavish piece of architecture tastefully built according to the stylish modern trends. The living room walls were lacquered with rich, black velvet walls ornamented with intricate, argentate patterns. A giant black, leather couch along with several single upholstered sofas accessorized the entire living room. One of the walls opposite the couch embraced a black, sleek plasma television. The windows as well as the door were made of fancy, transparent glasses. Gigantic glass doors separated the living room from the balcony from where the neon lights of the buildings of Tokyo could be viewed. I pranced into all of Yuu’s rooms one by one closely followed by him. Like the living room, all the other rooms too disseminated magnificence. I eyed all the decorations showered upon the apartment with awe. Unlike my own home, Yuu’s penthouse was dark and maybe even a bit gothic, but I loved it as I felt more welcome here than my own place which lacked any kind of warmth.
“My, you do live like a modern king don’t you?” I chuckled.
“This was Kai’s idea”, Yuu grumbled. “He has a thing for living in grandeur.”
After the long tour that lasted for a while, there was only one room left to visit. On entering it, Yuu once again flicked on the lights. The room like all other rooms had black walls, but what trapped my attention were the various guitars the room accomodated. More than a room it felt like I had walked into a music store which specialized in guitars. Almost all types of guitars ranging from acoustic to psychedelic were present in the room. Also there were some amps, effectors and various other accessories. He had arranged all the instruments so carefully that it was enough to enunciate his passion towards them. This was the only room he seemed to have used more than all the other rooms present in the penthouse.
“That’s a huge collection, you’ve got there”, I proclaimed with fascination. “You play?”
“Yes, I’ve always been amazed by the sound produced by these magical instruments, ever since they had been invented”, he declared as his eyes shone passionately while eyeing his precious collection.
“Play something for me”, I demanded.
“Sure”, he smiled picking up a glossy, black Spanish guitar and walked back to the living room.
Yuu seated himself comfortably in the black, leather couch and crossed his legs. He positioned the guitar on his lap and strummed it once with the pick trapped between his fingers. Yuu started playing a melodious, breathtaking tone with his lithe fingers that warmed my heart. I watched in a mixture of admiration and desire at how gorgeous he looked at the moment with the guitar in his arms and the pleasant smile on his face that obscured his actual nature completely. As the song started picked up in tempo, Yuu sang along with his deep voice. I laughed as I tapped my feet along with the rhythm and even moving my body in a silly dance. When the song ended, Yuu stood up and gave a half bow as I clapped my hands enthusiastically.
“That was beautiful, Yuu”, I squealed. “Wish I could play like that.”
“Want me to teach you?” He smiled.
“Yes, come here”, he beckoned me to the leather couch on which he was seated.
I sat down next to him in the couch, his thighs brushing against mine as he handed me the guitar.
“Now hold it like this”, he instructed as he helped me position the guitar between my hands.
“Hold the pick between your thumb and index finger. While you are at it, relax the other three fingers.”
I did as he asked me to.
“The first three strings from the bottom are solo strings and the remaining three are base strings”, he said pointing a pale digit to the six strings. “Now try hitting the strings one by one.”
“Like this?” I asked strumming them one by one.
“Excellent. Be a bit more relaxed, baby.”
I felt a sudden ringing in my ears as Yuu continued to train me in the basics. The lip ring on his cherry red lips, glinted in the living room light making me visualize lewd images. My heart raced erratically in a violent cadence as I felt the closeness between us. I was very well aware that Yuu’s insanely sharp ears would have picked up the change in my heart beat’s pitch by now. But he didn’t show it in his expression as he continued with his tutoring. I couldn’t take it anymore. I wanted him so bad. I placed the guitar down.
“Kou? Baby what’s wrong?”
I moved forward and placed my palm against his frigid cheek. His startled eyes looked at me as I moved forward to press my lips against his. Immediately Yuu disappeared and corporealized in the far corner of the room.
“Enough for today, Kouyou”, he said refusing to meet my eyes. “I’ll take you back home.”
I felt the tears of rejection stinging at the corner of my eyes as I stared down at the floor with sadness and humiliation. But my agony didn’t last long as it was immediately replaced by the terrible rage that surged through my body. I knew I was done with Yuu’s stupid, insensitive games.
“Let’s break up”, I whispered.
“Are you deaf?” I clenched my teeth. “I said I don’t want to be your fucking lover anymore.”
“I promised to let you drink my blood, I know”, I screamed cutting him off. “I promised to give you my fucking blood. But have you forgotten your own damn promise? You swore to let me have my way with you, you insensitive asshole.”
I panted as my voice shook with insuppressible rage.
“All that you’ve been doing is jumping at every opportunity to drink my blood. But have you given a thought about me at all”, I could see Yuu was about to open his mouth to argue but I immediately raised my hand. “And don’t tell me that art museums count. I like all those places you took me but they aren’t enough.”
I walked forward to where Yuu was standing and grabbed him by the collar of his button down shirt, pulling him forward so that our noses were touching each other.
“Do want to know what I want?” I murmured as I breathed in his delicious odor.
“I want to touch you”, I unbuttoned his shirt and let my fingers caress the naked skin beneath the smooth material. He remained still as I continued to stroke his skin making him shiver slightly beneath my touch.
“I want to lick you, kiss you and FUCK YOU”, I screamed the last two words shoving him harshly away from me.
“That’s what I want from you, but instead you take me tol those fucking museums. I am done with you screw yourself.”
I seized my bag and got ready to storm out of the house. Before I could reach the door, Yuu had already overtaken me with his inhuman speed, placing firm hand on the ebony wood, barricading my exit.
“Have you forgotten, Kouyou?” he snarled ominously, the scarlet in his eyes glowing abominably as I winced in terror and reflexively moved backward. “Have you forgotten about the two choices?”
When I had first stumbled upon Yuu’s secret identity, he had barbarously attacked me and provided me with two choices. One was to become his lover and the other be killed by him.
“Then kill me”, I screamed. “Just fucking drain me off all my blood. I am sick and tired of this shit.”
“Is that what you want Kouyou?” he asked, pure hatred radiating off his tone as the predator emerged morphing his face into that of a demon’s.
“ANSWER ME”, he bellowed.
I remained frozen in terror as he moved slowly forward, his deafening roar hurting my eardrums.
“I will fulfill your wish, come here.”
Before I could so much as register what was happening, I found myself harshly thrown on the couch. I felt Yuu’s weight pinning my body to the comfortable seat, as he crawled on top of me. The predatory alter which I had first encountered when I had accidentally stumbled across his secret was at its pinnacle. Terror raked through my body as the razor sharp fangs languidly protruded out of his crimson red lips.
“You want to die so badly, right?” he insinuated in my ear with a deadly tone amalgamated with hatred.
I yelped loud in pain when he pulled the hair at the back of my head almost ripping the strands off the scalp. I felt a slight pressure against my neck as his pristine fangs made contact against the skin. I scrunched my eyes shut readying to brace death.
The next moment I was bawling my eyes out loud. Tears flooded every inch of my face as I shuddered under his lithe profile. I heard Yuu sighing as he climbed off me and pulled me into a tight embrace.
“Baby, please stop crying”, he cooed into my ear. “I am sorry, I lost control.”
“Why won’t you let me touch you?” I wept shamelessly. “You let Yutaka san kiss you back there but why not me?”
“Kouyou, you very well know that Kai practically forced himself on me”, Yuu sighed.
“It doesn’t matter. He still kissed you”, I continued sobbing hysterically. “Am I not good enough for you? I know you only lust for my blood. But please at least let me kiss you. It’s tearing me apart.”
“Baby, you think I don’t want you?” he released a frustrated sigh. “Why don’t you see for yourself?”
He grabbed my hand and placed it on his crotch. My breath hitched when I felt the huge bulge encased within his pants.
“This is what you do to me, Kouyou”, he crooned huskily. “Believe me I haven’t felt this way to a prey before. I want you too.”
“Then why the fuck are you pushing me away?” I asked confused. “You always reject my advances.”
“I have my reasons, baby”, he cradled my face between his frigid palms. “Why else would I resist this bad?”
“What are those reasons?” I demanded. “Spit it out.”
Letting out another sigh, he let his head fall backwards to the couch.
“Remember the blood sample which I found in the lab?”
“Yeah, what about it?”
“While I scoured the planet in search of the human to whom the blood belonged to I made several tests on it.”
I watched silently holding back breath as I waited for him to continue.
“Among the various tests I subjected on the blood, one was with my own venom. When the venom blended with the blood I noticed some pretty interesting yet drastic results.”
“What sort of results?” I inquired.
“When the venom came in contact with the blood, the DNA’s genetic makeup changed, some of the characteristics completely got overwritten.”
“Is that all?” I rolled my eyes. “I thought that it would be something terrible.”
“Be serious, you fool”, Yuu snapped. “My venom could be poisonous. You could die.”
“Big deal, Yuu”, I scoffed. “You are going to kill me anyway.”
“Not by poisoning”, Yuu said his eyes reduced to slits. “I am not going to waste you without completely enjoying you. That’s why I never used you my fangs on you.”
“Have you forgotten? That’s not my blood.”
“I don’t think that’s true. Your blood has a lot of similarities with that of the sample. For all that I know he could have been one of your ancestors.”
I let my hands wrap around his waist as I snuggled against his neck. I breathed in the sweet scent that emitted off his skin as I placed soft kisses against the skin underneath my lips.
“I don’t give a shit about your venom being poisonous or not” I breathed into his ear, biting his ear lobe. “I am definitely going to attack you some day.”
Yuu tensed on hearing my threat but the next moment he had his hand on my zipper pulling it down with one swift motion. I gasped letting my head fall back, when his callous digits, wrapped around my cock.
“Attacking is my job, baby”, he grinned, stroking me with a taunting motion making me moan aloud. My cock twitched in the fondling he was administering on me. I enjoyed the provocating touches for a while before snapping out of my reverie. I unzipped his own pants and let my hand slip inside grabbing his hardened erection. I immediately started stroking him with more pressure than the one he was using on me.
“You’ve been fired, babe” I breathed huskily. “I am the newly appointed attacker now.”
Yuu sniggered and buried his face against the crook of my neck. I was very well aware that he was making sure of me not kissing him. But I wasn’t going to anyway since what we both were doing was enough to suffice me for the moment. We continued to stroke each other’s cock in fast vigorous motions.
“Let go off my dick”, he ordered.
“No fucking way.”
“Do it”, he growled giving me a painful squeeze making me whimper in pain.
I immediately obeyed. He tore my pants along with my underwear off my legs flinging it to the far corner of the room. He lifted me off the couch and placed me on his lap. I positioned myself to face him, wrapping my legs around his waist while clinging to his neck. Yuu grabbed both our lengths and rubbed them together. His frigid length, against my warm swollen one let a warm tingling spread through my entire body, making me scream out loud in pleasure. He pulled my shirt up, exposing my naked chest in the fluorescent light of the living room. His frosty tongue licked and sucked at my nipples, the most sensitive part of my body. I bit Yuu’s neck in order to stifle the embarrassing moans that I failed to suppress. Yuu groaned when he felt my teeth sink into his skin.
I didn’t last long. I climaxed hard in Yuu’s hand throwing my entire body into shudders. I panted harshly while perspiring from head to foot. Yuu followed a few minutes later and released his hold on our flaccid cocks. We remained embracing each other for a while when Yuu suddenly squeezed my dick, milking it in order to release some of the remaining seeds into his hand. As I followed his digits curiously with my eyes, he brought them to his mouth and sucked them one by one.
“Your cum tastes as good as your blood”, he breathed with a cunning smile playing on his sinister lips. “I could get addicted.”
I grabbed him and pushed him against the couch. This time I climbed on top of him and rested my head against his chest which fell steadily forward and backward in a gentle rhythm. He stroked my hair as I snuggled deeper into his touch.
“I’ve never felt such intense pleasure, even when I was genuinely fucking”, I admitted laughing into his pale skin. “If I could cum so hard only with humping then I am definitely going to rape you, Yuu.”
A/N: And there you go beloved readers, the development I promised. See I keep my promises. I hope you all will forgive me now for making you all starve too long. Yuu is afraid of poisoning Kouyou that's why he kept pushing him away. We will know soon if Kouyou gets the chance to rape Yuu for real LOL.
Forgive me if my English is bad as this chapter was really hasty. We are shifting to a new place and I don't know how long it will take for the internet to be wired, so I thought of updating before leaving. And also I am sick so I apologize for the terrible typos and grammar m(_ _)m. The next update might take a bit longer as I have my JLPT and I need to research some stuff too so please be patient with me.