Sweet heart I don't know wat to say..it's true we both do have similar situations..i think my own parents r facing the same Until death do us apart crisis..they r living together due to the society which wud definitely mock at them if they part..tats y i guess they r together..my heart hurts when i see them like tat..i blame myself always..i keep wondering if it is my messed up education which ruined them..
I wish I hadn't been born in India..my life, my everything feels so wrong..like u said..wrong place, wrong time, wrong family..tats wat it is..if I weren't in India i wud have walked out of home a long time back..
Falling in love..i wish i cud do tat..but unfortunately no...u of all ppl wud knw abt arranged marriages..i have no choice bt to marry a guy my parents choose..i want to run away so badly..bt i m sure they wud b destroyed..tats y i dont have the heart to walk out on them..
U deserve all those dreams darling..u deserve so much more..i will keep hoping tat all ur dreams r fulfilled and some day u will be able to laugh out loud with true happiness..i will b cheering u on.. I AM LITERALLY CRYING WHILE TYPING THIS

I swear I will live..I definitely will keep looking for a light switch..

I love u loads Xadow..i m so glad i have some one now who will encourage me to go on..